Very Bad Fall

I fell very hard in the shower today. I hit my back on the shower chair twice, hit my head on the front wall of the shower, cut myself in a bunch of places, hurt my neck and am sore all over my body.

This wasn’t as bad as the fall in February but very close. This makes the 3rd fall in the last 7 days.

I’m distraught! I don’t know where to go from here. Part of me wishes I had stayed on the floor, not gotten up and waited to die. Now, I’m back in my chair waiting to die. I’m very grateful for the last 2 good days. I wish I had died.

6 thoughts on “Very Bad Fall”

  1. I wish I had some wise words to comfort you on this journey that you have been on for so long. All I have to send you is prayers and love but most of all, admiration!! You hurt every day and everywhere but yet you still have time to help others. Only you and Jeff can make these heartbreaking, life-changing choices. Prayers for you my friend. 💕🙏🇨🇦

  2. Please don’t go back to that thinking, Howard. You just experienced good good days and there will surely be more. I am so sorry you fell again😔

    1. Howard, you’re supposed to stay well for your company. Just rest and hopefully you’ll feel better tomorrow. Sending more prayers your way. 😥

    2. Thanks very much for the support. I’m very upset about the fall. I desparetly want to have a great time. I hope the good days return soon. We knew the shower was the wrong one when they installed it. I’m not saying it was the shower’s fault. I’m exhausted from trying ways to figure-out how to be safe.

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